https://www.myweekendshoes.com/2015/10/ask-a-crossdresser-how-do-you-deal-with-guilt/ Crossdressing, etc. Sun, 14 Sep 2025 18:09:41 +0000 hourly 1 https://wordpress.org/?v=6.9.4 https://www.myweekendshoes.com/2015/10/ask-a-crossdresser-how-do-you-deal-with-guilt/#comment-229479 Sun, 14 Sep 2025 18:09:41 +0000 http://www.myweekendshoes.com/?p=2139#comment-229479 For many years I had a quiet mental battle raging inside my mind ……………Blue vs Pink. Be a MAN …………then ………..dress GIRLIE…………have fun ………..then self hatred afterwards. Secrets and paranoia . Hiding my girlie clothes. Missing work because I need to be girlie!!! There were times of outbursts because in my mind was not “In Phase” with the world. My mind is GIRLIE ………but the world sees me dressed as a guy and treats me accordingly. I want to be treated as a girlie!! Or, my mind is MAN ……….but I am dressed girlie ………..self hatred and shame!!!
Some years ago my SO ( significant other) and I attended a fair and had our palms read, The reader made me quite nervous when he said I was a special kind of man ………….there are not many like me. Our eyes locked and I knew he was talking about Karley. He saw her !!!. My secret of secrets. I mentally pleaded not to reveal in front of SO. As he talked, we time traveled and he made love to me making me feel so much a woman. From then on, my guilt became less and less. Someone else can see Karley. I think SO knows ….. something. She suggested I grow my hair out. I have a pony tail almost to my hips. I love it!!! I am a lot more balanced emotionally.

]]> https://www.myweekendshoes.com/2015/10/ask-a-crossdresser-how-do-you-deal-with-guilt/#comment-94365 Thu, 27 Oct 2016 12:52:47 +0000 http://www.myweekendshoes.com/?p=2139#comment-94365 My wife was aware of my crossdressing before we were married. She does not encourage me, or participate in any way. I keep my legs smooth shaven, and so wish my wife would encourage, or even order me to wear sheer nylons on a regular basis. I would enjoy her in a dominant nature, even teasing me about my crossdressing, and calling me her feminine, “husband bitch”. I’ve never told her of these feelings and fantasies, as I doubt’ she be accepting and open and understanding. Maybe too little, too late.

]]> https://www.myweekendshoes.com/2015/10/ask-a-crossdresser-how-do-you-deal-with-guilt/#comment-93143 Thu, 22 Oct 2015 23:33:45 +0000 http://www.myweekendshoes.com/?p=2139#comment-93143 Interesting blog. Thanks. I’ll be back!

]]> https://www.myweekendshoes.com/2015/10/ask-a-crossdresser-how-do-you-deal-with-guilt/#comment-93051 Wed, 21 Oct 2015 12:50:38 +0000 http://www.myweekendshoes.com/?p=2139#comment-93051 So true. I enjoyed reading your commit.

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